Thursday, December 29, 2011
As This year come to an end I am grateful for what I have been through, overcome , created, the people I have loved and all those moods that make up me. I was hiding and sleeping through so much but thats all over now. I will be 40 next year and I am so excited. I am starting over and I am ok. I believe our biggest fear is fear itself and if only we just believed in ourselves as much as out best girlfriend does.... well the rest would be amazing...
I was looking for my most favorite read of the year and no its not a book its a quote...
She let go
She let go. Without a thought or a word, she let go.
She let go of the fear. She let go of the judgments. She let go of the confluence of opinions swarming around her head. She let go of the committee of indecision within her. She let go of all the ‘right’ reasons. Wholly and completely, without hesitation or worry, she just let go.
She didn’t ask anyone for advice. She didn’t read a book on how to let go. She didn’t search the scriptures. She just let go. She let go of all of the memories that held her back. She let go of all of the anxiety that kept her from moving forward. She let go of the planning and all of the calculations about how to do it just right.
She didn’t promise to let go. She didn’t journal about it. She didn’t write the projected date in her Day-Timer. She made no public announcement and put no ad in the paper. She didn’t check the weather report or read her daily horoscope. She just let go.
She didn’t analyze whether she should let go. She didn’t call her friends to discuss the matter. She didn’t do a five-step Spiritual Mind Treatment. She didn’t call the prayer line. She didn’t utter one word. She just let go.
No one was around when it happened. There was no applause or congratulations. No one thanked her or praised her. No one noticed a thing. Like a leaf falling from a tree, she just let go.
There was no effort. There was no struggle. It wasn’t good and it wasn’t bad. It was what it was, and it is just that.
In the space of letting go, she let it all be. A small smile came over her face. A light breeze blew through her. And the sun and the moon shone forevermore.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Thursday, December 22, 2011
|I got to wear cute rain boots this week because it rained in San Diego..|
My rain boots lead me to my happy place this week.
|This week I also decorated my sisters room..I made look so fun and festive and happy.|
|This week since I don't have my kids I spent as much time as I could with my Angel sister.|
I adore my sister..and I can honestly say that I feel so incredibly happy being with her as much as I can..
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Friday, December 16, 2011
|My girlfriend had another awesome Charity fundraiser..|
Sea Side.. I am not really sure how she does it ..but she does an amazing job of putting together these events and raising tons of money for amazing causes. She helps people who really need it.
|Did I forget to say that it was also her Birthday..|
I had a super time , I won Isabella and Paola some really cute homemade Christmas gifts at the action.
|I love how Elena let me keep this cute banner that now is kept over my art Nook...|
Have a great weekend and be safe..
no drinking and driving k
Saturday, December 10, 2011
|I am very happy because we got our Christmas Tree last night.|
First tree in my own house with my fabulous kids
and Carrie brought me my first Christmas present for this season
and I love it..Thank you Carrie..
Have a great Saturday ,I am celebrating my Friends Elena's Birthday Part today.
Life is good.